When I got up in the morning I wanted to write a spell for dad. So I finished my regular morning routine and sat for the spell n was hearing few pagan songs… After I finished writing my spell… I thought of meditating and manifesting it. So I started of with one of my meditation music pieces which involves flute music. I sent out my desires and manifested my spell.
I was almost wrapping my meditation with last few breathes and I suddenly saw myself on a small island where I was exactly laying the way I was when I had comforted myself before starting my meditation.
The place looked beautiful and very interesting. My back was resting on a huge tree, soft moist green grass surrounding me… A beautiful tiny bird was sitting on a branch just over my shoulder singing for me and I had a snake around me as my protector…
Soon enough while meditating things started changing… I was no more on grass resting against the magnificent tree I was sitting and meditating on a humongous coiled snake in mid ocean, when suddenly I hear noise of wings flapping… I opened my eyes and as I rose I was wearing a black well fitted trouser with a black shirt and a robe like black jacket with pointed black heels and a cone shaped soft black hat… As I walked all dressed in black my ride started becoming bigger and bigger and till I reached it I realized its my magickal elemental being my red phoenix… I sat on it without thinking where was it taking me.
I was bought near a lake and the lake had sand around the bank I stepped down and started walking… I was bare foot till I reached the lake and was wearing a white dress with a white robe… I stepped in the lake and my robe automatically was taken off and went and settled well on the rocks… I stepped in the water with my white dress and kept walking till the water reached my shoulders. I dipped myself in the water and felt so fresh, so pure, so beautiful and very loved. I enjoyed the feeling and filled it in myself and walked back out… my white robe came and covered me on its own and a tiara from somewhere came along… I started walking ahead and saw an all set altar waiting for me. I sat near the altar and burnt the silver candle in the altar and did a small ritual just to be with the natural elements and feel their power. The music of flute and other instruments started becoming louder as if a signal to move out from there… as I rose and turned I see a ride again waiting for me… I thought wow what's going on how many places m I going to visit and who is this beautiful and huge being… it was a four legged being with wings with a face of a vulture but his neck was very thick…as I walked towards it… it looked at me with so much compassion and love… looking at this amazing and loving being I bowed down to greet him and so did it… I went ahead and sat on him. It gestured towards its neck where a flute was stuck and asked me to play it… I have never played flute in my life… but it was my magickal world I held it and blew once and a beautiful sound came and the magnificent being kicked off… I kept playing and the being took me over serene landscapes, between the mountains and over the sea… as we went above the sea I looked down to see our reflection… I must say it was a kind of experience to ride like that… cant really say if I can call it adventurous because it was much more than that… we both were so well connected that could almost read each others thought… we went down wen we saw children playing on a ground… we sang and played with the kids. I tried rolling the football with the extremely talented kids but again this is my magickal world and we soon took of from there again not knowing where will I be going.
Soon enough while meditating things started changing… I was no more on grass resting against the magnificent tree I was sitting and meditating on a humongous coiled snake in mid ocean, when suddenly I hear noise of wings flapping… I opened my eyes and as I rose I was wearing a black well fitted trouser with a black shirt and a robe like black jacket with pointed black heels and a cone shaped soft black hat… As I walked all dressed in black my ride started becoming bigger and bigger and till I reached it I realized its my magickal elemental being my red phoenix… I sat on it without thinking where was it taking me.
I was bought near a lake and the lake had sand around the bank I stepped down and started walking… I was bare foot till I reached the lake and was wearing a white dress with a white robe… I stepped in the lake and my robe automatically was taken off and went and settled well on the rocks… I stepped in the water with my white dress and kept walking till the water reached my shoulders. I dipped myself in the water and felt so fresh, so pure, so beautiful and very loved. I enjoyed the feeling and filled it in myself and walked back out… my white robe came and covered me on its own and a tiara from somewhere came along… I started walking ahead and saw an all set altar waiting for me. I sat near the altar and burnt the silver candle in the altar and did a small ritual just to be with the natural elements and feel their power. The music of flute and other instruments started becoming louder as if a signal to move out from there… as I rose and turned I see a ride again waiting for me… I thought wow what's going on how many places m I going to visit and who is this beautiful and huge being… it was a four legged being with wings with a face of a vulture but his neck was very thick…as I walked towards it… it looked at me with so much compassion and love… looking at this amazing and loving being I bowed down to greet him and so did it… I went ahead and sat on him. It gestured towards its neck where a flute was stuck and asked me to play it… I have never played flute in my life… but it was my magickal world I held it and blew once and a beautiful sound came and the magnificent being kicked off… I kept playing and the being took me over serene landscapes, between the mountains and over the sea… as we went above the sea I looked down to see our reflection… I must say it was a kind of experience to ride like that… cant really say if I can call it adventurous because it was much more than that… we both were so well connected that could almost read each others thought… we went down wen we saw children playing on a ground… we sang and played with the kids. I tried rolling the football with the extremely talented kids but again this is my magickal world and we soon took of from there again not knowing where will I be going.
I was taken to a table land and I said bye for now to the magickal being… I started hearing more instruments along with the flute… and the place around me changing, stones started falling from above pillars rising and within seconds I was standing in middle of a tomb. The music started becoming more rhythmic and I started following the beats. While taking these steps I realized I was in an Indian attire I was wearing a beautifully done lenga (long Indian worked skirt) and choli (a matching short Indian top) a complete Indian look. I was soon dancing and searching from where was the sound of flute coming… I was searching who was playing the flute… I went on dancing around the huge round hall till I dropped. As I fell down I saw a flash of light. And there I saw the only one who could play a flute like this, the only one who could addict anyone, the only one who could be so simple and still so gorgeous, the only one who could make you love and teach how to give unconditional love, the only one who can be so complete, the only one who can make everything right, the only one who teaches you to cry and laugh at the same time, the only one who makes everyone do as his will and the only one who does everything for according the will of those who love him… Yes I saw the divine light, the aura of "Krishna" . I felt so divine, so blessed and so loved.
As I breathed back and closed my eyes I saw myself back on the coiled snake which turned back in the magnificent tree and den I felt my fingers move I was back home with all the beautiful memories and with the divine experience.
